Bren’s Tower – pictures

By popular demand… well, by request from oakmossone… anyway it was about time I bought a new battery for my camera. 🙂

Continued here

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Dangerous Religion: Out of Print!

Last summer I was served notice that Dubsar House, the company that published my first book, Dangerous Religion, was cancelling the contract. No reason was given; probably no reason was necessary. The timeline for the expiry, stated on the letter, was two years.

Last week I sent them a postal money order to purchase the last few books in the inventory. Today I recieved an email saying that the money order will be returned to me, as the book is “removed from circulation”. So, I suppose it is official now: Dangerous Religion is out of print.

So I can say, without fear of retribution, that I’m perfectly happy with this arrangement. Dubsar House was a bad publisher. If their reason for withdrawing the book was due to lack of sales, I claim this is their own stupid fault: they have very bad distribution, very bad advertising, very bad typesetting and editing, and very bad internal communication. I made very little money in my own royalties (perhaps less than $100, all together), and spent as much or more doing my own promotional work for the book.

On one occasion they actually lied to an occult supply store about the availability of my book! I was going to the store personally for a book signing event. The store, (Melange Magique in Montreal), ordered 10 copies and paid for them through PayPal. Rather a long time later, only five show up. The reason for the delay was, so they said at the time, they had to fulfill other orders first. Not long after that they admit that they lied about that: there were no other orders. And that the other five books would not be shipped. But the store might have to wait six weeks or longer to get their money back.

Well, we live and learn. Had Dubsar House not published DR in the first place, my second book might never have been published, or perhaps not even written in the first place. Or written very differently. So I can look back and appreciate the little help they gave me. But as Wittgenstein once wrote, “now that we have climbed to the new height, it may be necessary to throw away the ladder.”

So, if any of you have copies, hang on to them. They are the only copies that now exist. There may be a few booksellers with a few left in their stacks for sale, but there are no new printings. I’m off to find another publisher, now. And to do some re-writing, too. (It’s been seven years, after all.)

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Meeting Shakespeare

There’s a portrait of Shakespeare hanging in the Macdonald Stewart Art Centre, University of Guelph. It’s called “The Sanders Portrait”, after the family that owns it. Here it is:

Actually I’m just figuring out the feature that allows pictures to be placed in LJ entries. 🙂 But isn’t this a great picture? Wouldn’t you like to go out for a beer with a fellow like him?

The art centre has had art experts and chemists and all sorts of other people test it for its veracity. Some experts say it is dated to 1603, when Shakespeare would have been 39, a much older man than the portrait sitter. But other experts say this is fine: it would come from the time when he had “made it” as an artist, and so was able to afford the kind of clothes you see here. And besides that, I just like this one better: he hasn’t got that silly white collar that looks like a millstone made of lace, and he isn’t balding.

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Twelfth Night

Last Thursday night I went to the home of my sister Bridget and her fiance Terry, for a movie night. Bridget is a Drama major at the University of Waterloo, and so we were talking about her courses and projects and what it is about drama that she loves so much. Ten years ago I was in the same position: I was a drama major myself, at the time, so it was fun to reminisce about theatre life.

The movie we eventually chose, then, was the 1996 film adaptation of “Twelfth Night: Or, What You Will”, starring some of my favourite actors: Helena Bonham Carter, Imogen Stubbs, Nigel Hawthorne, Ben Kingsley.

It was wonderful! Surely one of the finest film adaptations of Shakespeare I’ve seen in a very long time. Nigel Hawthorne as Malvolio was absolutely hilarious: the clueless upper-class twit who tries to court the love of Lady Olivia. It’s the little subtleties of a performance which make it so wonderful: for instance, his ever-so-slight adjustment of his hair, by which we see it is a toupé; or his checking his pocket watch by a sundial, and then his adjusting of the sundial! What kind of character has the audacity to correct The Sun? It was a brilliant scene. Lady Olivia is played by Helena Bonham Carter, whose own performance is just delicious. There was frustration, obsession, confusion, sweetness, and determination, all rolled together, and so many little things she did with her eyes that made me want to turn into a small puddle of happy goo.

Ben Kingsley as the Fool was just wonderful to watch as well. He looked a little like Uncle Fester, bald, big ears, big nose, just on the edge of clownishness, but with a lot of dignity too. In typical Shakespearean fashion, the Fool is sometimes the one anchor of stability in the turbulence of the plot, the one character who can be relied on to see things as they really are. He sings, you know, and his song at the end of the play (Shakespeare’s own closing piece) was done with such love and affection, and pleasure in life. he looked at the camera as he walked away, with a nod and a wink, as if to say “Got your number!” My sister squealed. Actually, so did I.

One other thing: the music was by Shawn Davies, an Irish composer, and one of my favourite all time classical composers. He used to make ‘theme albums’ like The Pilgrim, The Brendan Voyage, and Granuaile, collections of songs about people and events in Irish history, for full symphony orchestra accompanied by traditional irish instruments. His musical arrangement of the Shakespearean songs (which Ben Kingsley has to sing!) are quite memorable, and I’m going to learn to play one or two of them myself.

A literature that could make you drunk with pleasure; a story and a drama that shows you who you are, with all your greatness and your folly, your wisdom and your nonsense, your goodness and your wickedness, wretchedness, and misery, and yet leaves you with the feeling that life is worthwhile–that is Shakespeare. We Pagans may do well to find, or to create, such a literature for ourselves. We’re pretty good at producing songs, poetry, and rituals that are emotionally gratifying. I think it’s time to aim a little higher.

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Canadian Arctic Sovereignty

To start off my livejournal “in theme”, here is a letter I wrote to The Globe And Mail web site (and it was published there!) concerning Canada’s arctic sovereignty.

The article itself:
“U.S. envoy says Northwest Passage is international territory”

Canadian Press / The Globe and Mail, 31 October 2006.

Sorry I can’t link to it: the newspaper has locked it, now that it is “old news”. But the point is that the US Ambassador to Canada told an audience at the University of Western Ontario that the US official foreign policy on the North West Passage is that it is international territory, not Canadian territory.

Here’s what I wrote in response.

There’s someting here I don’t understand. We Canadians claim to be one of America’s best friends, and they say we are one of their best friends. We are trading partners, military allies, and so on. Yet our ‘friends’ continue to beligerently claim that the Northwest Passage is not our territory, but international territory. This is not the way people treat their friends. Picture this: your next door neighbour, with whom you have been friends for many years, one day declares that a portion of your back yard is actually a public walkway. Then he and his friends use it to park their cars and walk their dogs. You wouldn’t accept this. You would be angry–and your anger would be justified. Similarly, we should be angry with the way the USA is trying to turn our northern ‘back yard’ into an international waterway. We should stand up for what’s ours, and not be afraid to complain in the strongest possible terms. Indeed, I suggest that Canada should stop upholding this paper-thin illusion of being America’s best friend altogether. They cheated us with the softwood lumber deal; they will cheat us again with the Northwest Passage. If America continues to treat us with such mean-spiritedness, we should distance ourselves from them, and find better friends in Europe and Asia.

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